A lengthy breakdown of a viral story coming from a popular gay rapper/youtuber called iamtripali who came online to express the trials and tribulations he goes through as a masculine bottom whose standards of masculinity are only met when engaging with DL men, but because of this his life has become hollow and revolves around hook ups since these said men have families at home and only want to engage with him physically. He feels as though masculine bottoms are no longer sought after which has left him in a loneliness spiral.